I am so far behind on my blog! And we have alot to cover...so let's get to it!
Breastfeeding:
Wow! This is a tough one! Breastfeeding is not for everyone. I tried for one month and unfortunately had to quit. I was just not producing enough milk and with all the pumping and breastfeeding, it was more work for me than anything. Here is the gritty part, so beware. My milk did not come in for at least 8 days. We had to supplement with formula. The first two weeks, I had to deal with cracked nipples, bleeding and shooting pains. I stuck with it though, and even tried Mother's Milk tea, and fenogreek pills to try and get my milk to come in more. No such luck. On the day that Joseph turned one month, I called it quits. I cried. I had no idea I would get so emotional about not breastfeeding, but it was a sad day for me. The bond that I had from breastfeeding was gone. But I know that there are other ways to bond with my son, so I quickly learned it was okay and to gain that bit of freedom back was nice. I didn't have to worry if I had an adult beverage, I didn't have to get up at the crack of dawn to pump, and I could slowly return to myself again. So far...it's been a good decision and Joseph is still growing so I think he is okay with it too! =)
One month:
Joseph turned one month! It has been an adventure. He does great at nights, and not so great during the day. He fights his naps. And if he does sleep, he may only take a 20 minute nap here and there. But seeing that he does great at night, I know I should complain. At one month, we weighed him at 9lbs 1oz! Come on baby...we need some good baby thighs!
Mother's Day:
The day before Mother's Day, Joe and I attended our friends Lukas and Karolina's wedding. It was our first evening out without the baby. It was my first time to let loose and not worry about the baby, as he was in safe hands with his welita and welito (my parents). Let's just say Deanna had a little bit too much fun, so come Mother's Day, she was not in the best of shape. Joe took the baby to church with his family while I was able to stay home and sleep and recover. Later that evening, Joe came home with a dozen red roses and a very sweet card from him and Joseph. As for my mom, we celebrated the next day and were able to celebrate her birthday as well. My mom has been super supportive and helpful when it comes to me and the baby. I feel as if I had a harder time at the beginning...but as each week goes by, with the help of my amazing husband, friends, and family, each day is getting better!
As of today, baby J is weighing in at 10lbs 4ozs! He is growing by the day...and smiling more often. Seeing his smile, literally makes my heart melt! Some days I just stare at him and think....we made him! He was once in my belly, I helped him grow, and now he is everything I had hoped!
I promise to update pics soon! We have to take this blog thing as time permits. =) Time to feed Joseph! Until next time... =)
